...it hits hard, ya'll. And it's usually out of nowhere. The smallest things can trigger a reaction (a.k.a. breakdown). Most of the time it's something random and out of nowhere so that you're not prepared for it. For me, it's bittersweet. Bitter in the fact that a raw, gripping sadness suddenly overwhelms your heart and sweet in the fact that it means I haven't forgotten and moved on. Honestly, I never want these random breakdowns to end. I never want to get over losing my Dad.